Sometimes when I run, I have the feeling “Oh, I’m about to just break down”. My head is like “No, you can’t do it, you can’t do it”, but my body is like “You can”. My name is Endurance, I’m 21 years old, I was born in Austria and I work as a part-time model. I wanted to come to Berlin, I wanted to see something new. The first months were quite good. I worked for a year as a model, then I stopped because it got really stressful. I got into a depression, all these type of things. My worst days were when I was looking into the mirror, and I was telling myself “You’re not good enough, you’re not worth it, you’re nothing”. Yeah, I didn’t see any positive things. Sorry. I think with every part, I want to show emotions. I think it took me one and a half years to figure out what to do. I was like, “How can I change my state right now?” Then I started with meditating. I think I need more colours. Yellow, for happiness. I met my friend Laura. She was the one who helped me with a lot of things. Then I slowly went into sports. That’s where my life started, when I can say it like that. I didn’t like running at all at the beginning, and then I started to push myself to the limit, and after that I felt so good in my skin. I felt proud of myself that I made it. If I’m with myself, I’m in my zone, in my mood, and I’m just going, going, going. That makes a heart and that’s amazing. Running changed me, to know who I am, to know that I should love myself and I should accept myself, and I can’t compare myself to other people. It’s like magic. That’s what I always say. It’s really like magic.